Turning 35 this year. Wow, I don't even feel like I'm 27. Time has passed so quickly and yet I feel like I haven't moved much. In contrary, I have moved a lot, just not in an intellectual or monetary value. How can it be that I feel like I am finally starting my life? Last year, I was in a mental health facility after trying to od on Xanax. How is it after that shit show, I know that I am not doing what I am meant to do with my life? Can't even begin to know where to start? Depression and mental health is tough shit. Everyone else has all the answers for you and great at telling you what to do. If only it were so simple.